i'm killing myself
right now
i slit my wrists, and i'm just waiting to die
watching the blood soak my bed
all the thingz i've seen, all the thingz i've done
they don't matter anymore
they obviously don't matter to you
so why should they matter to me
everything i've done
all the thingz i've done for you
you never gave a phuk
so why should i
it's nuthing to me
it's over now
i tried so hard
and it's come down to this
i'm ending my life so this won't hurt anymore
i've lost everything in my life that i've ever cared about
phuk this, once and for all
i'm syck of this life shytting on me
every step of the way
i never hurt you this bad
az bad az you've hurt me
and you'll keep doing it
i'm done with this life, this body
this sad excuse for a world
i'm leaving everything behind
i want nuthing more than to get out of here
go to a place where i can really shine
watching the blood soak my bed
giving up on everything and everyone
give me one reazon why i should care
'give me one good reazon to live, i'll give you three to die'
god, just take me away
god, just take me away...
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don't call the pigz and send me to a mental home just cauze i wrote this. this iz not a cry for help, this iz just venting. it iz a poem, nuthing more.
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It's a great poem; very raw and emotional, very graphic (more imagery than most of your stuff, I'd say). I've got to say though, I disagree with the line about nothing mattering anymore. Anything anyone does will always matter. I'm not trying to get all chaos theory on you, but it all counts. I think that's all the more reason to keep going, so you can maximize your opportunities to make things better (Blind optimism? Oh, yes. But sometimes it comes in handy).
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